The Mud and the Memory
I hadn’t been on that trail in two years. It was the kind of trail you forget how much you need until you’re on it — all pine needles and damp earth, the air just a little colder under the trees. I used to hike it every weekend… back when Cooper was still here. But this time, I wasn’t alone.Scout was with me. Scout’s nothing like Cooper. Where Cooper was calm and polite — almost regal — Scout is all legs and bad decisions. A rescue pup with a mind of his own and a tail that never stops wagging. He doesn’t walk; he bounces. And yet, something told me this trail was the right place for him. Ten minutes in, Scout was already nose-deep in everything. He chased falling leaves like they were prey. He pounced on sticks too big to carry. And then, as I paused to tie my boot, I heard the splash. He had found the puddle.The mother of all mud puddles. And he was in it. By the time I turned around, he looked like he’d lost a fight with a chocolate cake. Head to toe. His tongue was out, eyes sparkling, absolutely no remorse. I should’ve been mad.But I laughed — the first real, belly-deep laugh in months. He looked so proud. So alive. And something inside me cracked open a little. Not in a painful way — more like sunlight through a cloud. Like maybe this dog, this ridiculous, messy, joyful beast… was exactly what I needed. I hosed him off when we got home.He stood there on the patio, soaked and shivering like a muddy mop. I wrapped him in his hooded microfiber towel, the one with the little ears on the hood that make him look like a sheep. He leaned into me as I rubbed him dry, tail finally slowing.And for a second — just a second — it felt like Cooper was there too.Not gone. Just… passed the baton. Now, every weekend, Scout and I hit the trail.And every time he finds a new puddle, I don’t stop him. Because some dogs keep you steady.Others pull you back to joy.
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